Sometimes you make things up in your head that seem to be the best solution and then things are looking up for a second in a very mediocre way, but they are working according to a plan that you haven’t really told anyone and you thought you didn’t really care about. but when things are heading to a goal of something , but then something slightly discouraging and obnoxious happens giving you a reason to with draw and be upset about this unnecessary issue that has prevailed at the very last minute and this causes something to breakdown and you are forced to not follow through with a slightly meaningful,but also meaningless goal. What do you do now. ? I do not know. And also why are you extremely hesitant to ask your old roommate to hang out that you spent quite a massive time amount with this summer. Why do you feel there is not a friendship where there is no reason why there shouldn’t be? I am wary of never seeing these people again because I don’t live with them. i am confused about what I deserve or what is valid.But sometimes good things come out of these situations.
(Source: gentlethrills, via tulletulle)
